Started this morning off fighting with new BF. He's a grumpy sod at the best of time first thing in the morning, but this morning was particularly bad and he was really hurtful. I defended myself, however I still didn't feel any better afterwards. So I proceeded to get ready for work and then I just left his house.....no goodbye, no kiss, nothing!
The ironic thing is.....I'm only hurting myself because I'm the sort of person who likes things to be harmonious.
Cutting a long story short the boy and I have had many text messages over the course of the day and it seems that we've opened up to each other more than I was expecting. We've agreed that he will try to be more open with his feelings and I will point it out when he's not. However, I still have to make the ultimate decision whether I can put up with his grumpy moods first thing in the morning.......but for now, all I can say is that I'm really glad that I don't live with him.
Now the really good thing that I'm happy about, it that even though I was really sad and upset this morning, I didn't eat comfort food although it did cross my mind at one point. I had an apple early on and a roll for lunch and have been sipping on my water through out the day! I am quite pleased with myself.
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